Dad (2)

2 weeks after dad has his mild stroke, have been going to acupuncture every morning.

He was a good ‘boy’ when just happen, but this week he starts his old patent oledi.

Just had dinner, guess what mum cooked ? ‘Zhu Jiao’ (pork leg), and he was having his good time, I wonder why human being forget ‘pain’ so easily? or it was not pain enough.

White bread, White rice, Planta, Peanut butter, Pork leg, Biscuit (can finish in a day), I don’t know what else is coming.

I’m tired keep telling not to eat this, not to eat that. I think I have the feeling of ‘Heart broken’, I felt kind of helpless.

Fish (my youngest bro) came on last Mon stay till Thu, he was telling me ‘aya! er jie, they are old oledi, let them be la, what else can we do ?’ “Helpless”

Taking good care of ourself, put ourself in Good Health is a responsibility to our love one, is a form of love. Being healthy so we can take care of our young children, our parent. Being healthy so that our children do not need to worry about us.

I do not mind fetching dad for his treatment daily, i can take care of them if anything happen, but i just cannot take it when he is not doing what he suppose to, ‘taking care himself’